Natalia's journey

In reality our entire family news will be shared through this blog as our baby grows and as we fight cancer.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

"For whom the bell tolls"?

For me!!!!!

Yes, everything has to come to an end ... the brutal war, the chemo, SCT, radiation ... every saga has it's end and mine was yesterday. I rang the hell out of the bell in front of the radiation staff and a few other patients and my voice sounded like a first grader's as I was reading the 'End of treatment' poem. I actually haven't heard anyone else ring the bell during my entire 3+ weeks of radiation treatment so it was very emotional and exciting for me.
As Hemingway puts it "The Sun also rises" and so my Sun is rising as well! We are so excited to start a new life -- I am going to be shining for my boys and all the friends around, and even strangers around cause I AM SO DONE WITH CANCER!!! Yes, I have a few nagging side effects like abdominal pain (liver?), chest pain (heart?), fatigue and dizziness but how would you know it's sunny if it wouldn't be for a few clouds? So yeah, despite my physical limitations at the moment, my soul is soaring high and I could not be happier. I even get a 4 week break till the next CAT scan -- a great opportunity to rest, recover and enjoy the sunshine!

Here are a few pics from my radiation (sorry if it's too much for you -- viewer's discretion advised) and if you really want to feel how I feel check out this 'Team in training".

Peace and Love to all!
My radiation team
My last glow!
The after effect :)
The MASS (can you believe it was even bigger?)

10 Comments:

  • At 11:07 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Natalia, I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO very happy for you! You and Raymond have been to hell and back and you made it! You have more courage than anyone I know. I think you are beautiful and Raymond is an angel. Of course your little boy is an angel and so cute!!!! I wish you happy memories and hope things go well for you. Take care and I hope to visit with you soon! - Melanie LeBlanc

     
  • At 8:43 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    That is the best news ever! You and your family are truly blessed! You are a huge inspiration to me and I wish you the best!

    Kara

     
  • At 9:30 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Natalia,
    Your blogspot looks great, and all your pictures looks beautiful. I wish you all the best and I'll check your progress once in a while thru your blogspot.

     
  • At 4:26 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hi Natalia, I just had to say that you are an inspiration to me. I cried when I read your blog, your words are very inspiring and still touch my heart when re-reading. You deserve happiness and I'm so glad the storm is over for you and your family and the sun is shining!

     
  • At 6:39 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    CONGRATULATIONS! What a fighter! So happy for you and your family

     
  • At 6:45 AM, Blogger Mind-Body-Soul said…

    Finally good news!
    I am so happy for all of you! Remembering you here and waiting to see you in New Delhi in our new house again!

     
  • At 8:45 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Congrats on finishing! I have followed your blog and it helped me so much. I started my own blog as I am just getting underway for ASCT for relapsed hodgkins. My friends and family have so aapreciated being able to stay in touch.

    It is so good to hear you are thru, I hope to be there in a few months!

     
  • At 2:32 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Natalia,

    I will share the good news with Mioara and the rest of the family. I am so happy about this!! Thanks God! We will continue our prayers to kick this evil out for good.

    Appreciate very much the blog. God bless you ... Mioara, Samandar, Anisa & Grandparents

     
  • At 4:38 PM, Blogger Natalia said…

    Thank you all so very much!
    Indeed, we have to grateful for today's technology that allows us to share so much and brings us closer even from across the world.
    Rachel, don't know your blog or e-mail address but I wish you all the support and strength of this world. It will be rough but you will make it thanks for advances in the transplant care. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!

     
  • At 12:30 AM, Blogger Khodadad said…

    Natalia, Raymond and Andryusha. It is indeed good news to read about your recovery. It's actually been the best news we've had in the longest time. Sorry we can't be there to rejoice in this moment together but at least we are there in spirit. We might have cut some cake and got some samagon or something :D Kiss you all and big bear hugs to you. Love, the Ardjomandis.

     

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